I have been attempting to write this post for many days but various and assorted Uranian interferences detoured me from my intention, including a few days of no internet service at all (I really thought I would lose my mind with no zoom capacity or ways to watch movies and trashy murder mysteries). Challenging to say the least. Not to mention I feel somewhat frazzled and fried, emotionally implosive and all in all cranked up. I have sent emails to two men whose behavior I found less than acceptable. One around poor communication and the other about bathroom hygiene protocol. No surprise as these are core issues of respect and integrity for me but what IS surprising is that rather than bottling it up inside myself or complaining to someone else about their behaviors I went directly to the dudes involved and opened the conversation there. I heard back from both with a positive response…miracles do occur.
What about you? What are you thinking you need to communicate, to get out of your system? What’s gotten you tied in knots these days? If you’re not tied up in some unraveling and reconstructing personal process you’d be the rare one. These are times of enormous influx of new energies and a re-alignment from a dip into some pretty dank darkness we saw in the souls of fellow humans. Cease and desist, quarantine, cocooning – whatever you call the bizarre times we have been navigating since last March (I know! It’s been almost a year!) the one inevitable, sometimes delightful and sometimes horrifying, consequence of this year has been more time with yourself. That this was going to be a time of great change has been known. How it is playing out for you is part of your personal journey. Probably you know yourself better now than a year ago and with these revelations inevitably come necessary adjustments to align with your deeper understanding. Sometimes I feel like I’m in a faerie tale and sometimes I am in an emotionally disturbing movie or sometimes I successfully drift off into some romance zone with a fantasy Prince Charming and all the trimmings. And each one seems real in the moment I am experiencing them.
Well it’s no wonder I feel as I do when I contemplate the line-up of planets transiting the intellectually volatile, emotionally crackly Air sign of Aquarius, including the rather plucky Mercury retrograde. Here’s the line-up, best to be digested with a hefty dose of “This too shall pass!” and in the meantime “How can I liberate myself from what ensnares/enslaves me?”